The memory is a vivid one: I’m sitting on my bed in Osaka, looking out the windows to the low, grey buildings sprawled out as far as the eye can see. I’m wearing a dress – I think it is black with little red and yellow flowers. My hair is up, of that I’m sure. My fingers are resting on the keyboard of my laptop, hesitating, hesitant.
My days of Livejournal were waning. That platform had hosted my first blog, back when I called myself Chapter Fourteen for no other reason than I like how those two words sounded together. I needed a new name, a new online persona. My Livejournal blog was almost solely about travel anyway, and at this point, 2008, I had already decided that I wanted travel to be a permanent and prominent part of my life. I remember that I tried to find the right words and then, like that, they appeared – This Battered Suitcase – and I registered my new blog immediately. Again, I just liked how those words sounded together, and I liked that I was this one, not the one or that one. I didn’t even Google the name before I registered it. If I had, I would have known that I did not think of those words at all, that they were the creation of someone else’s mind: Jack Kerouac.
“Our battered suitcases were piled on the sidewalk again; we had longer ways to go. But no matter, the road is life.” The quotation is perfect, made even more so to me that I didn’t know what my brain was referencing when I picked it.
And then – brand new blog name and brand new persona invented – I sat on it for almost two years, without writing a single post.
I still updated the Livejournal account from time to time, which means I’ve been steadily blogging since 2003. I switched permanently to this blog in 2010, and I haven’t looked back. Indeed, I’ve only looked forward. With almost 700 posts and now a book being written, I am not mincing words when I say that I credit this blog with everything in my life. It was the entry-way to my master’s degree, and the before-mentioned book. It got me my job. It helped me connect to hundreds of like-minded travellers and bloggers, and the majority of my friends are connected to the travel blogging world in some way. It has opened up doors and presented opportunities that I could have never dreamed of.
With friends and fellow travel bloggers Alicia, Vicky, and Chérie
I wrote a similar post last year, when my four-year anniversary came round. The anniversary of this blog was actually exactly a month ago, on April 12th, but life and school and work and Spain got in my way. Last year, I wrote:
“There are so many reasons why blogging has been so important to me for, gulp, over a decade… it has acted as a personal account of my journey through young adulthood and through my travels around the world. Aside from that selfish reason, I am amazed at the community that I’ve become a part of, of all of the incredible bloggers, readers, and industry people that I interact with every day. While writing is in my blood, and I’ll never stop, it’s the community that brings me back to this blog time and time again.
When I started this blog four years ago, it was basically a Tumblr. Going through my archives, I rarely wrote over 100 words in the first few years, and for the first year there were nearly no photos of myself or any mention of who I am. Gradually, posts have become longer and I have no shame in hiding who I am and what I look like. I hope that this never comes across as vanity, but as being comfortable and open.
While This Battered Suitcase has always been important to me, something shifted last year, and it became an even bigger part of my life. I stopped wanting to write just about me, and what I do. I wanted to start writing about travelling in general, and of making the blog about more than just me as an individual. I want to be relatable, and I want to make sure that this blog is (hopefully) inspiring to people from all walks of life, not just budget backpackers or solo female travellers… I’ve learned what works for this blog, and what doesn’t. While I hate the idea of sponsored posting and paid advertising, I am open to product reviews, press trips, and compensated tours and hostels. I am confident that you guys understand that these things allow me to travel more, and allow me to recommend more. I am also confident that you guys know I would never, ever compromise the trust and integrity that I have tried to build on this blog, and will always be completely honest if something is compensated (and be completely honest with my review).”
View from my hotel in Lloret de Mar, Spain for this year’s TBEX conference
And now, a year later, I stand by those words. This blog will remain ad-free, guest-post free, and sponsor-free for the foreseeable future. While I do take the occasional press trip, I only accept the ones I think that you would want to take and would be able to take, too. I recently turned down a luxury trip to the Caribbean, but I knew I had to do it – if I couldn’t afford to take that trip on my own, how could I in good conscience write about it? And again, from last year’s post:
“I do not write this to brag, but instead to say that absolutely none of this would be possible without the encouragement and support I’ve received in the past [five] years. Friends, family, and strangers have all continued to amaze me with endless emails, comments, messages, tweets, and likes. It’s not always good – I get discouraging messages, too – but every negative comment I get encourages me to think critically about writing and blogging and travelling. So, thank you, all of you, for everything.”
I am endlessly astonished by this community and the amazing people who reach out to me every day. My life is happier and more fulfilled because of this blog and because of you, whoever you are reading this right now. I couldn’t imagine my life without any of it, and although the posts are less frequent now due to work and university and the book, I have absolutely no plans of stopping blogging anytime soon.
So what’s next for This Battered Suitcase? Well, there’s that book I keep mentioning, and a few other cool things planned, too. I will continue to attend blogging conferences and continue to travel as much as I possibly can. I’m speaking at Blogstock this September in the UK, if you’re around… it would be great to see you there!
And because I still stand by what I said a year ago, and I still feel so strongly about it:
“The past [five] years have been shaped in many ways by this blog; every day I’ve thought about it, either through writing or using social media or taking photos or writing emails or brainstorming ideas. I’ve put a lot of blood, sweat, tears, hours, and dollars into this website, but it has all been worth it. And what’s next for This Battered Suitcase? Well, I know as much as you do. I can tell you this, though… it’s not going anywhere. I’m not going anywhere (unless, you know, it’s on a plane, and I intend to write about it). Thank you so much for some of the best years of my life.”
As a thank you for being so supportive over the years, if you comment here I will enter your name into a draw. I have eight postcards to send out!
55 comments
Congrats on 5 years, hopefully many more to come as I get much inspiration from your posts.
Yay, congrats! Keep inspiring us to live our dreams! =)
Thank you, Dorothy!!
Thank you so much, Amanda!
Congratulations, I am very much inspired by your writing for my own blog! Here’s to the next five years, and five after that, and five after that…
Thank you so much, Sarah! I really appreciate that.
congrats on 5 years! And thanks for always being an inspiration for me!! 🙂
Thank you so much, Katie! I really appreciate it.
It’s amazing that you can get so much joy from what you love doing : writing and sharing. I’m really thankful for that day when you started blogging, and for all of the experiences you describe. I read each of your articles with a smile on my face and an open heart, so thank you for investing yourself so much on this blog, and for all of your sincere advices. In a few years I’m sure you’ll be this successful and amazing writer, and I’ll regularly come back to your blog, where it all started.
Thank you so much Melissa, that means so much to me! Your comments are always so kind. Can you please email your address to me via my contact page for a postcard? Happy travels 🙂
Happy blogiversary, Brenna! I’m so glad you plan to continue blogging despite your busy schedule. And Blogstock sounds like a really cool event!
Thank you so much, Ashley! Blogstock is pretty cool, it would be awesome if you could make it!
Thanks for being such a great inspiration! Your travel blog is one of the first I started reading, and it ultimately encouraged me to create my own. And I will definitely go to the Blogstock! I move to London in September for school, so I should be able to make it. Thanks again!
Thank you so much, Alex! Can you please send me your address via my contact page for a postcard? Can’t wait to meet you at Blogstock!
I’m so happy to have stumbled upon your blog. I love your older, shorter posts that feel like journal entries, as well as your voice. You’ve added to the inspiration that I have to travel the world rather than work a less than meaningful job, and I hope to keep following your journey!
Thank you so much, Rachel! That means a lot. Can you please email your address to me via my contact page for a postcard?
Woop woop! Well done! Your blog is beautiful… here’s to five more years!
Thank you so much!
Inspired (and a little jealous) by what you’ve achieved. Thank you for the honesty and integrity, love reading your stories and experiences and keep on travelling
Thank you so much, Emma! Happy travels 🙂
Brenna, out of all the blogs I read, yours is by far the most inspiring. Keep doing what you’re doing because you’re amazing! 🙂
Aw, thank you Isabel! Can you please send your address to me for a postcard? (via my contact page is fine)
Hi, this is my first time commenting since I started reading your blog a year ago! I have since read every post! I’m truly inspired and look forward to read your blog. I have just recently moved to Essex, England from Ontario, canada and I’m excited and nervous all at the same time. Reading your blog has helped a lot. I’m inspired everyday to travel and I reference this blog whenever I speak about traveling. Thank you!
Congrats on 5 years! Can’t wait to see what’s next!
That’s great, thank you for commenting Jolene! Can you please email me your address via my contact page for a postcard? All the best!
Congrats on five years! I remember the Livejournal days, I had a Xanga back in 2003 myself…I can’t bring myself to read it though, high school was so overdramatic! I find it admirable when bloggers remain ad-free and sponsor-free, though I am curious why you’re guest post-free? I personally love having guest bloggers (although only on a series I run about neighborhoods around the world, written by other expats) so interested in hearing other opinions on it.
Thanks, Edna! What I mean by guest-post free is no guest posts from companies or sponsors. I get a ton of emails from companies asking to guest post so I maintain this policy at the moment. I do like other features on other blogs like yours, but right now I don’t think that guest posts are for This Battered Suitcase. I’m open to other bloggers writing in the future, but right now I’m too busy to even begin to contemplate it!
Congratulations on 5yrs of blogging! I’ve been going just over a year, and I’m definitely still finding my style, which doesn’t matter really as it’s just a blog for my friends and family mostly.
I admire your writing style and dedication to your blog, your stories are intriguing, and you have definitely achieved what you have written that you hope to. I always look forward to your new posts, and if I was in the UK (where I’m from) I would definitely try and see you at Blogstock, but I’m in New Zealand, saving so I can do more traveling! 🙂
Good luck with your book and the future of this battered suitcase
Gemma
Thank you so much, Gemma! That really means a lot to me. Can you please email your address to me via my contact page for a postcard?
Hi Brenna, congratulations on 5 years and I hope you are still enjoying living in the UK.
I have been following your blog for about 2 years now and have read pretty much every post. I love reading your stories and letting them inspire me. I hope that in 5 years time I have had some of the amazing adventures you have had.
I have recently started to blog my adventures also and reading this has given me some hope of how doors can open.
I plan to write about some of my favorite blogs, I wondered would it be ok to feature yours?
Good luck with the book, I can’t wait for it to come out.
Thank you so much, Louise! That is such a great comment. And yes, it’s totally fine to feature my blog! Can you please email me with your address via my contact page for a postcard?
Thank you for sharing so much of yourself. Your stories and presence are a big reassurance and inspiration to me.
Thank you so much, Alyson! Can you please email your address to me via my contact page for a postcard?
We’re with you all the way 🙂 Congratulations on the 5-year mark! It’s truly inspiring what (and how!) you do. Looking forward to the next 5 years 😉
Thank you so much, Ella! I look forward to the next five years, too. 🙂
Congratulations on completing 5 years of this amazing blog. Every single day I look forward to reading your posts. You truly are an inspiration. All the very best to you 🙂
Thank you for all of your support, Sukirti! I really appreciate it.
Happy 5 years! I don’t comment much but I do visit now and again to see what new things you’re up to and have discovered around the world. 🙂 Can’t wait for the book!
Thank you so much, Ceri, that’s amazing!
I can’t believe it has only been five years! It feels like forever (in a good way of course)! I am so proud of you for following your dreams sister xoxo
Only five years with this blog… twelve years in total!! Maybe that’s why it feels like longer ;). And thank you so much for the kind words, I am so grateful for all of your support. xo
Yes I know! Twelve years is crazy!!! xoxo
Yay congrats! I Can’t wait for your book! Thanks for being you!
Thank you so much, Dorothy!
I can’t wait to continue reading more from you in the future.
Best,
Lauren
Thank you so much, Lauren!
Congrats babe! Love that you are speaking at Blogstock too. Proud of you!
See you soon hopefully for more shenanigans! 🙂
xx
Thank you Helen!! Hope to see you again soon, too xxxxx
Congrats.. wishes for many more years to come 🙂
Thank you very much!
Congrats! Thanks for the 5 years of sharing your great adventures. Can’t wait to read for more of it!
Thank you so much, Christian!
Congratulations, I am very much inspired by your writing for my own blog! Here’s to the next five years, and five after that, and five after that…
Congrats, Brenna! It’s tough to keep blogging when life gets in the way – but I’ve always loved coming back to This Battered Suitcase and seeing it transform over the years. Can’t wait for the book!
Aw, thank you so much, Laura!
Congrats babe, on completing 5 years of this amazing blog,keep post up to date…